have U ever felt freak, like U'r not U'rself, and U feel like U don't recognize Urself?

well I'm doing like that dude... I don't know Y , But I'm felling and I'd like to change it. I don't know how...I'm felling alone inside the crowd.
I wanna make some things that I can't. I wanna buy some things that I can't

sometimes I wanna be another one.........

but by myself, be who I am is better.. .
but now, on this little moment, I'd like to be another one.... just for a little bit